CEO StoryTelling Project

I am a, um, current resident of, um, CEO and Intervention Community Correction Services so I’ve managed to put my life on the back burner so, um, now is just really focusing on me.

 

I have two kids, I have a three year old and a six year old. Um. I lost them last year so really that has been my main focus is, you know, learning as much as I can to get back to them and, you know, being able to help them with their schoolwork  just to see them graduate and see them do good in school. My three year old, his name is Jeremiah, um, his birthday was in August. Um. My daughter, her name is Saniah, she turns 7 in October. Um, I see my son Jeremiah pretty much all the time; every opportunity that I have to leave here, I always go to see him. Um, We love playing play Sonic the Hedgehog.

 

My daughter on the other hand, she’s, um, she’s my emotional one right now, like I’m very emotional for her right now. I haven’t seen her since March, you know, it’s a really big, emotional break right now, how I never see her, she doesn’t see me and that’s more detrimental than anything, um.

 

I’m afraid of losing my kids. Not necessarily my son but I’m afraid of losing my daughter. I’m afraid of...not learning what I should, so I fear, I’m afraid, that I won’t have the brain power to learn.

 

Last year, I guess I did every single test and I actually, they reset this year so now I have to take it all over again with the new technology which makes it 15 times more harder, harder questions just due to kinda how students now have advanced in knowledge. Its so hard now to play catch-up with them and learn. So Um. Literally since I’ve been in CEO I’ve had to learn all the new different testing skills, all the new different questions that they ask, um. I have managed to go from an 8th grade level here to a 12.9 because I had that much time to put, you know, my education first, so I’ve made numerous, I’ve made big progress (laughs) in my education from being here.